May 2012
5 posts
Allergies
My bedside is starting to look like I had Michelle Yuan over for a sleepover with her endless river of a nose and her boxes of Kleenex.
Dear zits,
Hey you guys haven’t been around in a long time so I don’t mind that a few of you showed up now. Just know, you all best be gone by Senior Ball or I will do everything in my power to kill you by then. So long.
It only there were a way to channel the heaviness of my heart through the internet. I’m really trying to handle everything and be the best person I can be. But my heart is just so heavy.
Past few days
I’ve felt a lot of love from people I’ve forgotten to show affection to, my heart feels warm :)
April 2012
16 posts
I have no clue why
but I have this gut feeling that something bad is gonna happen in consequence of me doing something wrong. Which is dumb, because I’m a fairly good kid, but I just can’t shake it..
If it’s a broken part, replace it
If it’s a broken arm, then brace it
If it’s...
– (via michelleistumblin)
Read it, then sang it, then cried a little remembering where I’d heard it so many times before. God, that playlist
Spring Break
Work, Camaraderie, Denny’s, Brandon’s house with Fahad and Kevin, Work, 6 hours to SD, breakfast date with my papa, Triton Day, 9 hours back from SD, Kevin’s house with Brandon watching hey Arnold and talking
First 2 days and couple hours of spring break down; such a packed schedule for tomorrow and the week to come :)
Meeting Korean PoliSci majors on the Facebook UCSD...
impossible to facebook stalk them because they all have generic names like John, David, Sarah; Park, Lee, Kim
….. this is nonsense.
The Heart of a Woman of Faith
I’ve always said to myself that I want my future husband to fall in love with my heart. I want him to love me for the essence of who I am, but more importantly for my passion to do God’s will. HOWEVER, I find myself prematurely hoping to find that dream man in the near future, despite the fact that I know that I am no where near having the heart of a woman of faith. I don’t think...
Recently
it has been hitting me in little waves that the people I have known and loved for the past 18 years of my life are going to be scattered across California/America in just a few months. And I sort of panic for a minute and push it to a corner of my mind, but the truth is I’m sort of terrified. What am I gonna do all by myself in San Diego starting anew? And what am I gonna do without you kids...
March 2012
18 posts
March 29, 2012
is now technically tomorrow. So many times people have seen my numerous Cal shirts and have asked “Do you want to go to Berkeley?” or ask about college and say “Where do you want to go?” And of course it’s always been yes, I’m aiming for/applying to/waiting on Berkeley. It’s very surreal to think that the four year quest to be accepted by UC’s is...
Today
marks probably the best school day Monday I have ever had :)
Starmites
Spent the night having a mini reunion. Watched starmites on DVD screaming throughout most of it :) seriously was THE time of my life
Movie Suggestion
Just watched The Good Guy on Netflix and thought it was a very good movie. Romantic comedy but has a nice twist to it, not too comic though.. Anyways everybody’s good looking in it so why not
I really can't say I'm lonely
Because I have so many wonderful men in my life
I have a wonderful life
truly, I do.
I have faith in a God whose love never fails; I have the most supportive, funny, loving, family that I can sing and dance with; I have no care in school as I just need to not slack off and I’ll be good; I have a job that makes money without making me miserable (not TOO miserable at least); I own a car and my parents own a gas station; I have gotten into the routine of regularly...
Just noticed
I call twitter “tweetar”
And tumblr “toombluh”
But Facebook is just Facebook…
February 2012
40 posts
Scents
I love how they so easily let you recall a time in the past so vividly. I’m almost out of my perfume that I wore all summer and just taking a whiff of it makes my heart swell with all the memories and emotions of summer ‘11. Can’t wait for summer to come again….
Watched a Korean romantic comedy
Now I remember why I like Korean movies/dramas. Always ridiculously happy endings